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Finally the day has come! :D
Tomorrow I'm going to Munich to meet [info]krizzzie and [info]sql_girl !
This is going to be an awesome time and i can't wait to meet the girls!
Plus I've never been to Munich before so this is going to be a really interesting trip!

In addition today was my birthday! yay!
It was raining all day... :( but I had fun nevertheless. We had theater rehearsal and I baked way too many Brownies. So if anyone wants some, just tell me! ;)
Overall the day was ok and I eneded up with some nice presents... ;)


I have the feeling I'll have some problems sleeping tonight, I'm just so excited. The good thing is I won't have to go to school tomorrow because there's been a bomb threat. We have those a lot lately and there mostly just rubbish, but my mum is so afraid she won't let me go to school...

I saw this one on "euronews" and totally had to squee:


I'm coming!
 
 
Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: What you own-RENT
 
 
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Hello World, I’m down here again. Sorry that I left you all alone during my trip through outer space, I almost got lost up there, but then I gladly found the way back and now I’m ready to move on from where I started when I suddenly was sent into the universe. ;)

No, honestly I’m sorry for my long absence. It wasn’t planned though somehow expected.

I was just stuck in a phase where I had to write a lot of long and important exams to get prepared for my Abitur next spring. Yeah and because that wasn’t enough I also had to write another Facharbeit and do other projects besides studying. This and the acting and dancing rehearsals barely left time for sleeping, leave alone other things. But now it’s over!

It’s over! Yay! I can’t really believe that I honestly made it trough, because some time along the way, I honestly thought I wouldn’t. After the third night with 3 ½ hours of sleep, when my head felt like it would explode for example. But that’s over now. No more complaining or being depressed! I’m done! :D (And it seems to look like all the studying was worth it…)

And I was really lucky that I had some things to look forward to like the weekend with [info]krizzzie and [info]sql_girl !

I’m so excited for that! :D

Tomorrow I’m heading out to a birthday party. Well, my friend is making me watch “New Moon”. Have I mentioned yet that I’m not a fan? *hides from the stones being thrown*

I read the first book but didn’t see the movie, so I’m slightly curious how they present certain people… At least there is going to be dancing and drinking afterwards. ;) (Something I can use now!)

Like I said, I didn’t do anything interesting during the last weeks, well I went to two balls last weekend but nothing interesting happened there either, although it was a lot of fun. But I did do something interesting, I joined bookcrossing
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I read about the page in a magazine and was totally hooked by the idea! I mean, making a library out of the world, how awesome is that? Now I’m constantly looking for books lying around. ;) All I have to do is finding a book I can separate from… difficult task, but I’m sure I can make it! :)

Happy to be around again!

 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: see title-Revolverheld
 
 
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Yay !!! *dances around*


made by [info]krizzzie

Happy Halloween to all of you!!!

I hope you all had a great day! Mine was exhausting but at least it was worth it! I found an old and beautiful version of MIchael Ende's "NeverEnding Story" which is one of my favourite books since earliest childhood! :) I also found like 20 books more at our book sellout, so there's now a second deck of books lying next to the one that was already there... great! I like to build myself a castle out of books! :D

Yeah...then I wanted to seize the mood and watch a horror movie... after talking to [info]ilovecsr  yesterday evening I decided to not watch "Blair witch project". So I started with another movie....but to be honest it was boring. I guess it wasn't even a real horror movie... so it made me do some channel-hopping...and guess where I ended up? Right!
So I watched that movie... and now I 'm convinced that anything that you can't see is way more scary than any visible monster could ever be!
Gaaargh!
Oha this movie was so real....ok I must admit the yelling was a little too much for my ears at some point, but it was what I probably would have done myself, so...

Anyway, now I'm scared! *shivers*

I don't know what it is about those movies that you watch them although you already know that you won't be able to sleep afterwards...
Gladly my dad is here tonight! I need some sleep, I've got ballet rehearsals early tomorrow!

I know what I'm going to do now...I'll do a "Buffy-Halloween-Halloween-epis"-festival!
Poor Buffy can't celebrate Halloween without anything going wrong.... I love her when she's so helpless and Willow as a ghost or Bunny-Anya are just too cute!
Yep that's going to help!

Hope you all will be able to sleep tonight!  Take care.... you'll never know.... har, har, har....

 
 
Current Location: hiding behind my pillow
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Shehatesme-puddleofmud
 
 
music_is_breath
24 October 2009 @ 12:14 am
Happy very belated birthday [info]ilovecsr!!! :))  
I 'm so sorry I'm 13 days too late with this, but nevertheless I wish you a
Happy Birthday!!!

I didn't had the chance to get cake, so now you're getting a doughnut, I hope you like them:



I must admit it looks a bit funny with this candle, but I didn't want to destroy the chocolate-frosting with the other candles...and unfortunately the hole was too small for this one...

I hope that you're enjoying you're time at home now and I wish that you don't have to stay away for so long again some time in the future!
Besides I wish you a lot of luck and health, that you may always find enough inspiration to write many, many more wunderful stories and that you will able to reach your goals! I'm szre you'll make it! :)

I hope you had an amazing day! :D

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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: refreshed
Current Music: Lady Gaga-the fame
 
 
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Yay, it's that time again...time to check out for a while...

Although I was having some problems with being excited for the vacation a few days ago, I'm now totally looking forward to it!
I really hope to get rid of some thoughts and worries...at least for the time of he trip!
I'm excited for all the things I'm going to see and finally there will be some sun again! :)
I guess I came to the conclusion that instead of thinking of it as a waste of time, this trip is the right thing for me to do now and it probably will be even good for my health...

Rght now I'm:
  • trying to decide which shoes and handbags I'm really going to need... (of course I could need all of them ^^)
  • considering if I really need two shirts per day (you never know! ;))
  • washing the dresses I absolutely need to add to my vacation-wardrobe
  • loading more light hearted music onto my iPod
  • wondering how many books I can carry in my suitcase before it is going to crack...?
  • wondering if 5 books are enough for the 15 hour ride with the train...?
  • trying to study for my 4-hour french-test tomorrow
Good thing women are able to multitask! :P

So that you have an idea where I'm going to be over the next 12 days, this is were our cruise is going to take us:

 


I'm so excited about Egypt!

Hopefully I'll meet some nice people on the ship, it could get pretty boring otherwise...well there still are awesome cocktails on the other hand! :P

Let's hope my family and me survive the trip! According to my mum we're either going to die on the way there or back, due to a terroristic attack, that they've been warning about for the last few weeks, or in Egypt where we get kidnapped by terrorists...
*rolleyes* Ok, I know there are risks but my mum certainely is a little overreacting sometimes!

I hope you all have a wonderful time while I am away! I'm going to miss you and I'm looking forward to catching up with you all when I'm bacK! 
*many many hugs*

Edit: Oh I just discoverd that I need to do something with my feet too...why does pointe work have to make them so ugly? :/

 
 
Current Location: trying to be still here
Current Mood: rushed
 
 
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Because I have to write my French-exam on Thursday I'm trying to put myself in the "mood" with the right music and I thought I share my latest two favourite songs in Frech! :)

So you have to watch this vid... not only is the song really beautiful, but the vid is heartbreaking...you have to watch it till the end to get what I mean!  The song is about the destcrution of nature trough humans. It's like a father trying to explain his child what happened to the world, using the words:

"You need to breathe, and it's not easy
You won't die of laughing, that's for sure!"

 


On a lighter note...this one is just funny...it's about a girl seaching her perfect guy...



Salut! En commencant à travailler j'espère  que tu les aimer! :D

 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: nerdy
 
 
music_is_breath
23 September 2009 @ 01:03 am
Today was House day for me! *yay*

I'm really happy that finally there are new epis! The great thing was that we already got two epis! On the one hand I missed the team and of course especially Cuddy, but on the other hand it was cool to explore House a little further without everyone else.

I'm not quite sure what I'm suposed to think about the whole time in the clinic though. Ok it was typical that House was trying to undergo the system at first and I liked that he tried to make them all loose up a little. His way of playing basketball with the others was awesome... xD
But I'm not sure if I got it right why he wanted to encourage the guy that thought he was Superman and made him belive that he had superpowers?! Although the scence where they were flying was so cool! At least he apologized and was able to help him in the end.
So does this mean House is going to change his behaviour? This is going to be really interesting. They can't just totally change his character because the fact that he is the way he is, is what makes most people watch the show. On the other hand they can't let him go on like nothing happened after the therapy. I'm curious to what extend they will make him change.
I guess the smiley t-shirt he wore in the end is a hint?

DId you know that Hugh Laurie is able to do a rap? I was surprised! :D

Yes....and then there was the other big part of the epi...where he had sex with Franka Potente's charcter (I don't even remember the name)!
Thanks to the spoilers I wasn't totally shocked but it still felt so wrong! All I was thinking was:" Wrong woman, wrong woman!!!"
Gah, I couldn't really see why he had even feelings for her... And is it just me, or was he kind of sad when they had sex? I could be wrong, but in my opinion his face looked sad. I'm sure it is, because deep down he knew that this wasn't really what he wanted! Because we all know what he really wanted! This:


In general it was a promising start and I'm curious about the next epis!

*dips head into cake* xD



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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: (see title)-Glashaus
 
 
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Have I mentioned lately that I love my friends?
During the last days I was in what I call my empty-place... Just in case you never been there, it's not somewhere you want to be.
But yesterday evening after ballet-rehearsal we had a get-together with some friends to say goodbye to another friend who is going to Lithuania for a year now. Although the occasion was pretty sad we had an awesome time. I haven't had the chance to talk to some of the people for some time now so the catching up was great. We did some SingStar which is always a lot of fun because I so greatly suck at it! xD
All in all it was just perfect and I appreciate it so much that they were able to make me laugh again!

Last week was my "care-about-your-future"-week... I had this Aupair-meeting, I visited the UNI here in Hannover and we had this job-information thing in school. Well yeah my head is still buzzing with all the information I got. When the time comes that I may have figured out what my options are, I'm gonna let you know. Hopefully it'll be sooner rather than later... But I'm pretty sure I won't study biology or math by now!

Just watched the season premiere of Bones! It was a great episode and it took me some time to figure out where I knew the psychic from... ;)
I think the case was great but it was even better that they cared more about their relationship than about the case. :) Woha...when Booth said:"I love you..." my heart just stopped for a second! And then the clown and how Bones is hoping he'll be hating them again soon... xD
Great start into a (hopefully) great season!

Tomorrow it's the House premiere! *yay* At first I considered staying awake and watch it live, but when I read the spoilers I decided that it's not worth it. :( But I'm still excited!

I hope you all had a great weekend!

And here is one missing pic for my pc spam:
It's the Bratwurst mit Pommes for [info]jaguarjg ..We finally had it as dinner, so I could take a picture of it! Enjoy it and I hope it evokes great memories:



 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: Sw only we know-Keane
 
 
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So...

I read "Windows on the World" by Frederic Beigbeder this afternoon.
This is a haunting book. It's a book about which I'll have to think for some more time. But in my opinion it's definitely a great book.
Many people seem to be annoyed by the way the author connects the happenings of 9-11 with his own life and his generation.
But he does that in such an honest way. 
Some passages are just brutal in their helplessness, but at least they're honest about that.
At one point the author wonders why he is even writing this book. I don't know. I think because everyone of us has to find a way to deal with it somehow. And everyone is trying to find an answer to questions that can't be answered. Everyone needs to find something somewhere that enables them to go on, facing these inexpressiable happenings. 
I have to think about what the book actually wants to say to me.
Anyway it was a really impressing book.

I'm so so glad this week is over. It was a hard week. I was so stressed every day. On wednesday evening I had a litlle breakdown that started with having problems with my field of view during I was driving. God, I was so glad that I arrived home securely! It probably was a side effect from the headache I had all day. But everything is ok now, so don't worry. I guess my life is just a bit too much for me lately...

Yesterday I've gotten the results from my gastroscopy.
Well, my stomach is heavenly infected with these bacterias. But like my doctor stated it: "There aren't any tumors yet!"
So hey I was really, really lucky! I'm so thankful for that!
And what do we learn from this? Right...no more suffering for a year but instead going to the octor immediatley!
Now I have to swallow all these different pills and their side effects are killing me... :(
But gladly this will only be the case for two weeks...then everything should be back to normal!

Thank you all for your support and all your kind wishes! You really helped me with all of this! I *hug* you all! :)
I'm trying to catch up with you all...

Now I have the feeling that it's inappropriate that I first mention 9-11 here and then ramble about my personal stuff...

 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: lack of color-DCfC
 
 
music_is_breath
11 September 2009 @ 09:32 pm
Happy Birthday [info]lovemefortrueme!!! :D  

I hope you had an awesome day and could celebrate with all your friends and family! :D

Here's a little birtdhay-cake substitute...I hope you like chocolate-muffins!



I wish you a lot of luck and health for the next year of your life!
I hope you have a lot of success with your shows and that you always be able to enjoy them!
:)

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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: You don't know - Milow
 
 
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God I'm drowning in work...

Why do I always have to wake up to a place full of yelling and slamming doors?

Really thank you for that e-mail "grandma"! How can a person be so bitter?

I would like to sleep some day...

I hope I can be a little more social within the next days f-list! I'm sorry...

Maybe I should start yelling around too. The thing is that I doubt that yelling would help.
But I so so feel like it now...


 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Place for my head - Linkin Park
 
 
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So my doctor called today. He was pretty serious. He said the test results wouldn't look good. :(
Now I have a gastroscopy monday morning! And I'm scared. And I'm feeling insecure and just gah...
But I'm sure it's just nothing and everything will be ok...

Anyhow I think I really need some distraction till monday. So I thought I'd do this meme, because I'm pretty sure I'll have fun doing it and it will be distracting! ;) So please feel free to participate!

Borrowed this from
[info]brookes_leaves !

Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you’re interested in or curious about. It can be anything from my favorite shirt to my cell phone. Leave your requests as a comment to this entry, and I’ll snap the pictures and post them as soon as I can.

Oh and btw because I always forget to mention it... I started linking my songs some time ago, so if you ever wonder what a song I'm listening to sounds like just click on it! ;)

 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: scared
 
 
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25 August 2009 @ 10:52 pm
Happy belated birthday [info]serpentsfirst!!! :D  
Omg, I know I'm like 4 days too late for this...and I don't really have an excuse except from the fact that I worked so much the last days that I barely slept...anyhow I hope you can forgive me...!

Here's  a birthday muffin for you! Enjoy it! ;)



I hope you had an awesome day and a lot of fun! :D
I wish you lots of luck for the next year of your life! I hope you stay healthy and that you have good friends who care for you when you aren't!
And not too many too hot days for you! xD
Oh and I hope you have more interesting medical cases waiting for you! (Maybe you already have, haven't seen you around for some time now?)

And because I promised you to do this meme, but still haven't I decided to do it now. Take it as a birthday present... xD



 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: dorky
 
 
music_is_breath
18 August 2009 @ 10:24 pm
Happy Birthday [info]brookes_leaves :D  

We had waffles today and since I again had no time to bake I decided you get a waffle-torte! I hope you like it!
(My mom was wondering why I made so many waffles and then didn't eat them... ;))






and I couldn't decide which pic was better so you get both! (But it's just one cake! ;P) And now please blow out the candles:




:)

"I wish you that the most different melodies are playing inside of you: high and low ones, loud and quiet ones, shrill ones and soft ones -
and that you're always in line with them!"

I hope you're having an awesome day! :D

I wish you all the best for the next year of your life! Let it be full of love (and Love! ;)),friendship, luck, health and music!
Please stay the way you are! You're such a wonderful person and I'm thankful for the things you've done for me!
(And thank you for being the first Lj-friend I ever had!)

I hope you have fun at the show and that you find the right cocktail in the end! :D



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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: chipper
 
 
music_is_breath
09 August 2009 @ 10:11 pm
Wow, today I had a very emotional day...
I visited my Grandparents in Goslar because they had this performance with their choir. I wanted to hear them for quite some time now, so I was glad that I finally had the chance to. I'm so proud of them because although they're pretty old already they're still doing so much stuff and are so active and everything. And they did really well! Although the songs they sang weren't quite like my usual taste of music ;) it was just great. I really love live music in any kind of way but choirs always evoke this special feeling...And with the beautiful scenery of Goslar, which is my hometown, it was a great experience. And it already left me in an amotional state. So afterwards we went to my Grandparent's home and talked about all kind of stuff which was really great. And suddenly we were talking about the life of my granddad. I love those conversations because I think we can learn a lot trough older people and I'm always fascinated by their life-storie and how they formed them as persons. So we talked a bit about his childhood. I already know most of the stuff, but suddenly he showed me some really old pctures I haven't seen before and a letter. The letter was from 1943. And it had this huge stamp "Undeliverable" on the front. My granddad told me it was the last letter from his mom to his dad before she heard that he died in the war. My granddad was just 3 years old when it happend and his mom died half a year later. 
And then he read the letter to me. Oh god it was so unbelievably sad. I mean you read about such stuff in all kind of books but when you really see it and really hear it... I can't describe it. In the beginning she said that it was the third letter that she wrote without getting an answer but that she still was hoping to hear from him and that he would be back together with the family soon. Then she told him about the harvest and what they were doing lately. She also mentioned their neighbours and how the man got informed that his son died the week before. How they were all trying to deal with it. And how much she hoped she wouldn't have to deal with the "worst". Then she talked about my granddad and that he would be the only good thing she could cling to. She ended the letter with the words: I pray for you. And I hope we will see each other again soon! I'm sure we will. If I only knew what is going on with you, it would makes things so much easier. Please come back. I love you."
My granddad started crying at the half of the letter. Then my grandma started crying too. And I also couldn't stop the tears...
I was just trying to imagine how horrible it must have been to live in this time. And how horrible must it have felt to write such a letter and then get it back a few weeks later with nothing but the word "undeliverable" on it? But I couldn't. I couldn't imagine what this woman must have felt. 
So we were all sitting there in the living room...crying. It was a really intense moment. It scared me, half of me wanted to run away but the other half wanted to stay and hold on to the moment. It felt so special and although it was so sad it felt precious. I was thankful that I was able to experience this moment with my grandparents and that they were able to open up to me like this. 
I just can't describe how I felt. I can't find the right words. 
When we all calmed down a bit my granddad changed the subject and told the story how he met my grandma. I love this story it's like a novel from Nicholas Sparks. He lived in the east of Germany and my grandmom lived in the west. It was just two weeks before they build the Berlin Wall. He was on vacation and then he saw my grandmom crossing the farmyard in the neighbourhood. He instantly fell in love. So when he had to go back home he prepared everything and then  flew to the west. To her. Although they barely knew each other. Then he had to work really hard in order to have something to earn money with. He left his whole family and his whole future behind for her. And he succeded! Obviously I love this story, hopless romantic I am. ;) 
So when I finally drove home again, I felt pretty exhausted emotion-whise. But at the same time I was unbelievably happy and  thankful.
Thankful for everything that I have and that my life is so easy compared to their lives. 
And because I'm so emotional right now, I *hug* all of you!

Gosh, I honestly consider to write a book about my granddad's lfe. I think it would be worth it, but I'm not so sure if  could deal with all the sadness...  

 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: touched
Current Music: Lucky - Bif Naked
 
 
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Damn it! It's almost 1 am and I have to be up in 4 hours again because school starts tomorrow :(
And actually I should be writing a summary about "The contemprorary south" now for my english class tomorrow...
Can anyone understand why I don't want to do this?

So tomorrow the last year of school begins, I can't believe the time has passed so fast. Not only are the last summer holidays of my live over but I also have to do my ABI next spring! How have I reached this point? It felt so far away for all these years and now it is really going to happen. Well at least when I survive the year... I'm not so sure about that since I received an e-mail from my techer yesterday with an assignement I'll have to do until next wednesday and that I have been working on the last two days although we still have holidays. Can you imagine a better start? Oh my god, I so don't want to do that... I don't want to make all these important decisions about my future. And I don't want to work my a** off the next year.
It scares me! Really... I hope I will be able to do it and come up with a suitable plan for my future soon.

I count on you that you will keep me sane next year by distracting me with many beautiful, interessting and funny things!
But I'm sure you will be good at that, as you're always! :)
 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Endless summer-Cascada
 
 
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I'm just falling in love with this song...
And the vid is soo cute!
Enjoy! :)




lyrics:

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Current Location: home
Current Mood: working
Current Music: If a song could get me you - Marit Larsen
 
 
music_is_breath
28 July 2009 @ 12:50 am
Happy Birthday [info]sql_girl!!! :D  
I hope you had the most fantastic day!!!

"I wish you a piece of sun that you can carry in your heart and that will brighten up your days whenever you need it!"

I hope the next year of your life is going to be amazing! I hope you can enjoy it with a bunch of true and good friends and that you'll always find enough reasons to celebrate! 
And stay the way you are because you're an amazing person and friend! Thanks for that! :)

I know I'm a bit late with this but I just came home a few hours ago, so I hope you forgive me?!
And I'm still working in the thing I promised you for your birthday. It might take some time...hope you can forgive that too! 

And because I think this quote contains a lot of truth:

"Birthdays are nature's way of telling us to eat more cake!" (Anonymous)

here's a piece of chocolate-cake especially for you! :D



I must admit I didn't bake it because I clearly didn't had the chance to, but I hope you enjoy it nevertheless!
Now you just have to blow out the candles... :)


More from me when I had some sleep! ;)


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Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Pocket full of sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield
 
 
music_is_breath
17 July 2009 @ 09:35 pm
I found this vid today and it absolutely made my day! :D
It just makes me perfectly happy!
So I hope it does the same for you!


FREE HUGS TO ALL OF YOU!!!

Yesterday two of my best friends came finally back from their vacations! So we got together today and discussed the last details for our vacation! Because tomorrow night we're flying (ugh!) to Mallorca! :D
I'm looking forward to a week full of relaxing on the beach and partying!
I hope I will be able to finally relax completely and clear my head! But I doubt that I'm going to have any problems with it when I'm lying in the sand...
I'm just slightly afraid that the vacation may end up in a huge fight. Because three is not a good number in general when you're on vacation and with my two friends I already know who is going to end up in between...
The problem is that A. is a person who likes to plan every detail. Like when we were in Barcelona she wanted to make a plan about who would shower when. And Sab. is the complete opposite. She loves to decide spontaneously what she wants to do.
We already had a little drama in Barcelona because of the two of them.
I just hope that we make it through the week, but I'm sure the sunny weather will help us. ;)

So I hope you all have a good and sunny next week! :)
And I probably won't make it to comm talk next week :( but I wish you a lot of fun.
I'm going to miss you and I'll think about you!

*hugs*

 
 
Current Location: still home
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: I wish I was a punk rocker - Sandi Thom
 
 
music_is_breath
17 July 2009 @ 01:15 am
I was just (ok "just" is already some hours ago) jogging into the sunset. I just wanted to get away for some time. And it was awesome.
Just me, my heartbeat, musik and the sun. Sometimes it's good to not live in a big city.
Unfortunately my toenail cracked somehow. I always have problems with my feet because of all the pointe.
And now it really hurts. And it means I can't work on my pointe for some time which is very bad! :(
But the worst thing is that I have a problem now, since I actually wanted to dig my toes into sand next week.
I guess now I end up wearing socks on the beach! :(

Actually I wanted to leave my thoughts on the new Harry Potter movie.
Me and my sister went to watch it yesterday.
We were listening to part 1-5 the last weeks (audiobooks) and then watched part 5 once again yesterday so we were perfectly prepared! :)

Spoilers, if you haven't read part 6! )



 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: Fix you - Coldplay
 
 
 
 

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